unplanned....

its my lola's first death anniversary pala this coming may 2, I almost forgot, so biglaan uwi ko ngayon sa province dahil bukas maghahanda mga tito ko.. paguran to, uwi ng madaling araw balik din ng hapon, total of 10hrs travel time ....

F@%^#%

FUCK YOU!!! thats all i can say, dont u ever talk to me again, sad to burn bridges but i must, bad kharma is upon u and i wont stop....

Summary of April 22-28

Yeah one of the happiest week of april dunno why ;) happiest but there are times that im extremely bored!! yet happy hahaha oh well! So inspired by the music that I hear, from kotzen to gilberts fly me to the moon. For 3 days I leave the office at 12:30am doin nothin just surfin, maybe bcoz i just want to go home late so i can go straight to my bed and sleep hehe. I guess Im so happy coz since 2003 its my first time to go out to the beach and have some fun :), seeing puerto galera again reminds me of tons of memories from the polysound days to ICTC outings, the polysound Yes!! the polysound thats another story :) Galera Outing this time was so much fun, I didnt drink though but I enjoyed the sceneries, nostalgia trip, white beach!!! the food!!! Whacky officemates and lots and lots of beautiful chix hahaha :) one thing I missed this time was Island hopping!!:( and the bond during the drinking sessions :( also its my first time to swim since my ear problems has been cured yeah!! :)

hmm guitar updates, still, i practiced only a few times this week and i got a lot of request to study certain songs. I noticed that my speed is declining, technique not improving, phrasing still the same :( wtf! Fucking Grammar!!! hahahaha wtf wtf wtf @#$%@#$% Im a fucking shredder!! hmm pde nman mgtagalog d ba? hahaha Shred rulez!! shred all day shred all night and shred is not fucking dead!!

Back to K.I.

oh I almost forgot, mukhang malabo yung guitar weekend ko tsktsktsk , mgpprepare na pala akong bumalik sa luneta, tondo and binondo, kailangan kong mag review tsktsk 2 and half months na since nung last na nagpunta ako dun.. musta na kaya dun.. back to zero uli tsktsk kalawang nanaman haaaayyy di na ko ng progress dun tsktsk :(

Friday!!!

Yeah friday na!!! Long weekend yeah!!! a guitar weekend he he he ayus :) dame ko na hinde nakwento ah hmmmm next time na lang ulit.. konti na lng uwian hahaha :) dame kwento dame bago la time mg blog err nkakatamad mg blog he hehe later.....

galera pic

later na kwento hahaha

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

All the lies, all the pain
All the tears that leave a stain
But when I cry I'll be fine
Turning water into wine
Holding on, let it go
Exit hatred, enter hope
Don't forget, just pretend
Times of sorrow soon will end
It's not easy
But there's something about you baby
Yeah there's something about you
Even though I can't explain
There is something about you baby
Yeah there's something about you
I don't mean to complain
But all the endings end the same
Busted heart, ripped apart
Glue the pieces and restart
Hey you, yeah you, gather round
You living in the lost and found
It's all a trick not a chance
No we won't get fooled again
It's not easy
It's so strange this beautiful pain
A sweeping blow to the head
Oh amnesia
I feel you coming in
I think it's time you begin
Simulate salvation
Love is fuel for the soul
What Elvis was to rock and roll
I don't know but I've been told
That tomorrow never knows
It's not so easy






nUnO rulez!!

gym

!@#$!@#$ d ako nkapg gym ngayon :( feeling ko ng hihina ako lalo.. nawawala na yung toned muscles ko hahahahaha time to go the sisig gig :)

sick

I came to the office today late, nahirapan ako bumangon kanina masakit likod, masakit lower back, mabigat dibdib, nhirapan huminga :( anyway pinilit ko pa rin pumasok kahit late.. pag dating ko dito sa office waaaaa my P1 ticket, trabaho agad nanghihina na ko napansin ko sinisinat nanaman ako.. medyo mareresolve ko na yung P1 ticket ng magmessage lead ko.. my mas p1 pa na ticket sa isang application.. application down waaaaaaa huhuhu ganda ng pasok ko ngayon huhuhu sumama pakiramdam ko lalo huhuhuhu mukhang di ako makakapunta sa gig ng sisig maya :(

Mom

Yeah! At last nakalabas na si Mama sa hospital.. grabe hirap nung pinagdaanan nya.. nanghihina ako at nanlalambot pg naalala ko yung mga scenes pgkagaling nya ng operating room.. and pag nakikita ko yung sugat na halos half body (from under the left breast to near the spine at the back) tas yung tube pa na nilagay sa lungs nya :( damn.. At least oks na cya ngayon medyo makirot pa nga lang yung mga sugat.. Thank God!! Thank you for all the prayers!! Thanks for all the help :)

Pending Items

Whew Kakaaddict pala tong blog hahaha, la lang dito ko na lang irerecord yung mga todo's ko hahaha, haay dame ko naiwang gagawin since nung nag stay ako sa hospital for a week, nde ko na natuloy recording ko sa cyberjammin track, no serious practice for more than a week, nde ko pa nagagawa yung presentation ko for next week, nde pa ko nakakapg record ng blues jam, nde na ko ulit nakapg aral ng .net exam 305, sql etc etc damn, yung cd pa pala ni jc, mg bbudget nanaman pala ako ulit, nde ako nakapg gym kanina syeeet, nde na ko nakakapunta ng binondo, masakit ngipin ko dahil sa wisdom tooth, yung compo idea ko nde ko pa natatapos, sobra init sa kwarto ko natutunaw yung goma sa sobrang init, haay dame syeet bukas pala lunch out nde nanaman ako makakagym, sana sa hapon makapggym kahit konti, at sana bukas ayus na ko wala na ko ubo or lagnat, yung while my guitar gently weeps vinnie moore version keeps ringing in my ears.. missed shredding.. missed gigging.. uyy honga pala ng txt uli c archie ng iaxe nde pa ko ngreply he he he bukas na lang pg my load na.. syet nde pa pala ako nkatawag sa rj makati baka makuha na yung slot ko :( dameeee, ano pa ba??? dame ko pa nde natatapos na book, my 7 pa ata yung nakalinya.. buskerisland.com project d pa nasisimulan... tsktsk.. mga penguin magic pa.. Guitar Adrenalin pa!!!! dame talaga... soooo little timeee..


Arjin super thanks nga pala... :)
Other friendies san na kayo???

What a day

La lang, my 2nd post? dont know why but at last, my own blog, dunno whats the purpose of this and I'm afraid people will know whats on my mind, e puro sama ng loob, kadramahan, etc etc lang nasa isip ok baka magtampo pa yung iba kong 'friends' pag nabasa nila yung mga ilalagay ko dito he he he and I really dont know what to post here, happenings in my life? frustrations? Should I publish those things for the whole world to know? and im not good at writing, my english is not good, lots of wrong grammar etc etc peeps will just laugh haay wtf.. well well well now im at the office waiting for 12am so I can call my relatives on the other side of the planet haay boring no guitar for 1 and a half weeks, some friends (should i consider them friends?) betrayed me (parang sobra naman ata yung word pero yun naiisip ko e) , no gym for 1 week, been under pressure this past week, missed some friends, tambak work, sinisipon nilalagnat inuubo, ano pa?? haay Life's really fuckin unpredictable sometimes its fun and challenging , sometimes its plain boring and frustrating.. Hay.. People too are very unpredictable at times.. sometimes they'll to talk to you, sometimes they'll ignore you.. some will use you.. damn.. cant find a real friend, so its better to create my own virtual friend in my own virtual world hay wtf.. Guess I need to meditate on things its been a while since i last do that.. but i need to do it in a group setting haaay oh well.. life.. life.. life.. life.. life..

1st

testing :)